Straight Buggin.

Yea I am, that's what I say when I'm nervous and/or freaking out about something. Its like everything and craziness and getting my ideas on to some form of paper.
I have a design project to make a client who is a form of an artist we signed up for in class and then make a home within the constrains of a previous building but we have the ability to put in windows where ever we like and the such. My client is very interesting and since I created her we are one and the same. What is making me nervous is the fact were just told sketch and make study models, but I don't even know if we're making like parti models(dealing with the program of the building) or like concept. I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to come up with a concept but I don't know how to make that a study model. I think if we had studio time for it I would have been cool if I had gotten a chance to ask more questions but we basically just reviewed our boards about our clients and went over readings. The class seems short even though its 4 hours long. Well maybe after venting some of this, I will be chilled out enough to get work done.
I also have the boy issue, but I'm just gonna let it play out. Baltimore boy says he's gonna visit me in Philadelphia even though hes moving here in 3 weeks, but that's also what he said right before we stopped talking a while ago. We text each other every night and it seems perfect when it's like that or when the alcohol is flowing and we can be intimate and cute and talk 'cause we're with our friends, but then there's this time where we're in public and its just awkward and it doesn't seem to work. The girlfriend doesn't help either. But I did wake up late this morning worried cause he wasn't in my bed anymore, as I had dreamt.
Philadelphia boy, I haven't seen since my last post. I want to, but I have no idea if he even likes me. It kills 'cause he doesn't drive either so there is no way to get him alone. Maybe if he liked me he would put more effort to talk to me over the Internet, 'cause he's trying to stop using myspace and even tried to delete it. Err, now that I think about it Baltimore boy sounds better even though he would never break up with her. I really hope Phila boy doesn't try to hang out when and if Balti boy comes up, I would feel like I wasted one of our few opportunities to hang out. I guess if Phila saw me and Balti together I could tell him the truth; without you, he's the best I can do.