Less Boys. More Field Hockey.

I went on a date the other date, and it was just awkward, he made fun of the way I slur my words and I just didn't quite feel comfortable with him. We will go on another date, I want to make sure it wasn't just first date jitters, but at the same time, it's called a speech impediment and they've been trying to fix it since I was little, and that's just the tip of the iceberg boy. I knew it was going bad when I told him how many times I've broken my nose, thats when it always goes bad. It gets worse when he gets grossed out by it.
I really should stop worrying abut boys cause I do need to be concentration on field hockey. Right now, I don't think there is a way I will be where I want to be in time for season, but maybe I can pump myself up enough to do it. Its just that my work schedule is mostly afternoon so its hard to find a good time to do it. It will have to wait though, because today I go into the doctor's again to get patches put on my back to try and find out what I'm allergic to. I bet the results will be negative, because they always are. But last time they did give me perscriptions that are supposed to help, but I haven't gotten them filled yet. I'm not too good at helping myself out much, the doctors aren't much better.
On the other hand, there is still a boy I adore in Philadelphia, and a nice (older) boy at work. Target boy, is older and apparently thought I was too, which is always flattering, and he stopped by the breakroom yesterday to say he liked my hair. I could see myself being comfortable with him, but I also thought I was comfortable with date boy too. Oh well, off to get allergens attached to my back. WOOPEEEE!