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Jul 15, 2008 7:23 PM
blisters from rowing and lifting. whatev. after this shower i will feel better than my hands look. i deserve it for not rowing or lifting for 14 days. bad me. but i lost my id and had to use my roomies to sneak in.



tried to sneak in the lib, but got caught. but i got let in cause i was wearing philau field hockey shorts. told her i had my roomies i d and she asked why. i said we shared the back pack(that still smells like beer from the draught keg sat).

she laughed and said "you guys are THAT POOR that you share a back pack?!!?" and i was like stern as shit "yes, we are"
haha

crazy fucking week im in, but this is the ultimate life. wouldn't/couldn't give it up.



love love love.

Jul 16, 2008 9:58 AM
these shoeshave already eaten my heel for breakfast.I hope work has bandaids. and I may or mauynot be late. this scheduling thing has been crap. whateve. I hope all gos well/ they approve of my outfit today. I think with scheduling mayhem I might have to cave and do my laundry in my building. poo I was trying not to do that. god damn I already bled on these new shoes. if I hadn't had to walk all the way around the fucking mall to find an open entrance maybe my foot would still be intact.

Jul 16, 2008 8:06 PM
keg backpack me and ted made another one, ready to cook out on campus duing the fake emergency in philadelphia. yea you wish you where us. oh yea I totally work in the morning.
what's up lifers?

Jul 17, 2008 12:36 AM
can someone lay in the grass with me? please?

Jul 17, 2008 7:46 AM
fuck. ive realized that at the end of the day im worthless.


im damn happy.


but that does nothing for the world around me.



im still completely undesirable.


and the people i care about are ready to give up.


i moved on cause i couldn't live in those conditions anymore.


now my family, scratch that my mom, is failing.


my friend that i love dearly doesn't know whats going on with his life.



but i scheduled my life with enough crap so i wouldnt notice i was leaving them behind.



still so incapable of love, i just let them go.


i finally let myself live and i cant be there anymore. i try but i fail.



ive even learned that i sound angry everytime someone calls me to hang out.



im an asshole.



but i have to make a living for not just me, i gotta not just try but actually help my mom.


i dont know when the collectors will show up.


but i wont be there to lie and say we dont live there anymore.


time to smile and wrap some burittos.


its all good.


right?




those kinda sum up the latest life.