Long Time No Talk.

I'm frustrated with the Balti scene as usual, and I'm ready to go home. That's tomm. But again, as usual, I met someone and I really want to spend time with them but not force it. I dont think there is a good way to go about it. Ugh its frustrating and Im trying to find a bunch of ways to distract me but its not working. I need to pack, I need to leave. I just cant deal with living here anymore. ughhhhh. I just want to black out and wake up in philadelphia.