Many things going on since I last posted. There's this deep issue I've been wanting to post for a while, and I have talked about it before. But I keep having this biological clock ringing telling me its time to have a baby. Now with no boyfriend and stuff that makes it difficult, plus I'm in school and have many plans with no baby in them. However, I work at a kids furniture store and its kinda like an immersion technique. After I spend a lot of time with a customer the inevitable question comes up, "So do you have kids of your own?" And last night I couldn't stop myself, "No, but I'm getting to that point in my life where we're thinking about it." Meanwhile blushing massively. The father added, "Oh man, oh wow." I wonder if he noticed how young I am or how intently I added to the question. But seriously. "We?" Who are "we?" Cause I have no clue. But it just keeps coming up in all my dreams and when I wake up about settling down with someone. But I don't have a someone, and I still think I have plenty of time to wait, but geez, I must really need it.
There could be a someone, but we're close friends and I just don't know if it's gonna go there.
Otherwise I've been pretty not awesome. Still have mono and it could be possible that the toxic mold where I'm living isn't helping. This coming Saturday we're moving into a place that I always wanted to live in I just wasn't planning to afford it this soon. But we were forced to make the decision in under a month. Me and my roommate were gonna split up into two studios, but they were very small for their price and they didn't have enough available in time. So whatever, come Saturday I get to be healthy again, after fourteen weeks I think its only fair. However, its difficult because after not working out for that amount of time, I'm truly weak and I still spend most of my time sleeping, not packing.
I did get to go to Denver for the AIAS Fourm, which was really exciting and fun. I learned a lot, like my portfolio is crap, and meet cool people. Its definitely an organization I want to be involved in the future and through out my school career and maybe past that. The college and career expo gave me a chance to look at some graduate schools that I had and hadn't thought of. I'm hoping there is away I can swing it again next year.
I am starting a new portfolio, trying to finish a paper from last semster, get ready for the new semester starting wendesday and getting ready for the big move. If thats not enough to worry about, I don't know what is!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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