hey you.

i've been trying to get into the relationship business for over two years now, no avail.



now i do have plenty guys of who's girlfriend needs a girlfriend; who don't mind me dating them, if i don't mind them dating other girls; guys who want to hook up and no ones allowed to know; guys who want girls without ambition above sex(def not me); guys scared to be seen with a punk girl, but they 'love' me; and then fickle guys who can't even begin to understand what i've been through.



so ive broken off all these silly fake relationships.



and i have way big hopes for jonathan who works at the wynnewood wholefoods. because of you man, i always buy less than 8 items so i can be in your line, not like i could afford more.



im a creep. the reciept is around here somewhere and i stare at you while you scan my organic ground chicken.



jonathan who works at the wynnewood wholefoods, do you have a dinner obligation?
i will make you okra with tomatoes and green chilies with chicken and bowtie pasta.



and i will never ask you for real.



after i wrote this, i found the receipt from when i first met him. and last night when i was in a rush i happened to put the most recent one with "Your cashier today is JONATHAN. Thank You For Shopping At Whole Foods Market Wynnewood." next to my bed. Oh man I am such a loser.