So Angry.

Last night in Catonsville at St. Timothy's. Great show. Otherwise I'm in a bum mood, which I will explain later, but may taint the whole mood of this post. Anyway.
Armoretta with Jordan and Trevor. Amazing. Made me so happy. It was nice to be at a show with a jam like feel. (Regarding that it was me, Justin and like three kids who weren't in a band or working the show. A couple more people came later.) I really just want them to record a whole set as one track so I have something to interupt a playlist nicelyand get the full affect. God damn Dan has an amazing voice, you could tell he was pushing it, in a good way, and his voice for the most part came through. What a creative group. So good to see. I feel like a recording could never do them justice.
Ben. Delicious. I've been listening to him just from myspace, when the players work. "The Purpose" was stuck in my head for a whole month. He played acoustic/electric to a track and sang. And he did it damn well. "No body laughs anymore, ohh ohh..."
Victory by revenge. Jury's still out. They were young, playing a set with much older guys. They showed up basically right before theyre set, which could have been for anyreason, but that always pisses me off. It appears to be disrespectful and it does not help the fact that people will be skeptical because of your age. You're just proving them right. They had the energy, now they just need the practice. I would have like to see the vocals more developed. I always say that, I know.
Halfway to the Moon. Why I drove around 200 miles. I assume it was worth it. They did theyre thing. Lou is much better at singing than he thinks he is. Thats all I got.
Arden. First time seeing them, its only been four plus years in the making. I always looked up to Laurie, so therefore, nervous wreck. They did theyre thing. I still idolize them.
The show in general, small, but good. I got to see alot of people I've idolized and made me want to keep playing music live and in an intimate venue. Def, worth all the drama that ensued.
Drama. I did drive 3 hours, got my car fucked up, half a panic attack, and bumper to bumper traffic the whole way, to see a show. But that was basically all I got. One friend called to hang out while I was at the show, so I couldn't. Friday night, they're was nothing but no power, a couple beers with my mom, and a phone call I don't remember. (Cause I sleep talked not beer, he was drunk so he doesn't rememeber either.) It was nice to see my mom, and I washed and waxed my newly distroyed car. I discoved more damage when I was driving back this morning. I got treated like an ass by a person, and it sucks. I'm trapped and they're seems to be nothing to do about it. Fuck whatever. I parallel park on my street that he refuses to visit only to notice. No pillow. I left it. God damn. I've only started to be able to sleep this last week. I have no comforts left, except that I do have a home, but that only makes me worry more about moving in a month. No smell of home, no fish to come home to, my car is hated by anyone and everyone anyway, I'm begining to think its just because its mine. Oh yea, I did write what I think was an awesome song during HWTTM's set, but my voice is no longer cooperating. Whatever. Does anyone know where the escape hatch is?